Claiming a Mistake

Do you ever just want to cry?
But you dont know why?

Do you ever just want to jump?
Threaten the life of the one you love?

I have no mercy, I have no pain.
I lost that the day I lost my shame

I dream of nothing, I sit an stair
Contemplating everything that was never there.

I cannot rhyme. I can not care
All because i have no reason to dare.

I hate that you dont do anything you say you will.
I Hate how I could never be good enough.

You never care! You never Call!
We hardley ever talk at all!

I dont live up to my dreams
I dont do anything good.
I just want your support
I just need your hand
I just wanted you to say,
"You will always be my baby."
I just wanted your love
I just wanted you heart
Why couldent you give it to me?
Thats all I wanted

Now im crying just thinking of you
We have no relashionship, and it's not just because of you
I could have stopped and gone fishing with you
I could have been your little girl
I could have been your shining star
But i'll never be anything to you dad,
Nothing but a falure,
Because thats all I can really do.

False Pretenses create who I think I am.

I guess it was never very good.
I guess I was never all that bright.
I guess the sun done shined all its gunna shine tonight.

I simply saw you in a different light.
I simply changed my mind, believe it to fright.
I simply turned away, out of your sight.

I understand what you never said.
I understand what you will never say.
I understand its till the end, we could never leave each other this way.

I believe in everything.
I believe in nothing.
I believe in you, more then I believe in me.

I can only be who I think I am.
I try to succeed.
I can try to dream.
But they are
False
Pretenses.