Missing

Dager threw my chest,
You ripped my heart right out my breast.
Lungs gushing with hate,
Breathing at an odd rate.
Hands cuffed into fists,
Strangers looking at my wrists.
Fear singing in my mind,
Ravens flying in the sky.
My mind went dark today.
Darker than the night sky.
I lost myself.
No light to be found.
You candle stricken, the one i love.
Searching for something, never to be found.
Running through motions, as if they were mine.
Digging through memorys, trying to find a time,
of a place so hidden, so far away
of a time
so scarce, so full of life
when
the world was so bright, so gorged in light.
Sitting on the ground.
Stairing at the wall.
Contemplating what it would mean to loose it all.