Saturday, January 23, 2010

Claiming a Mistake

Do you ever just want to cry?
But you dont know why?

Do you ever just want to jump?
Threaten the life of the one you love?

I have no mercy, I have no pain.
I lost that the day I lost my shame

I dream of nothing, I sit an stair
Contemplating everything that was never there.

I cannot rhyme. I can not care
All because i have no reason to dare.

I hate that you dont do anything you say you will.
I Hate how I could never be good enough.

You never care! You never Call!
We hardley ever talk at all!

I dont live up to my dreams
I dont do anything good.
I just want your support
I just need your hand
I just wanted you to say,
"You will always be my baby."
I just wanted your love
I just wanted you heart
Why couldent you give it to me?
Thats all I wanted

Now im crying just thinking of you
We have no relashionship, and it's not just because of you
I could have stopped and gone fishing with you
I could have been your little girl
I could have been your shining star
But i'll never be anything to you dad,
Nothing but a falure,
Because thats all I can really do.

1 comment:

oXoblackandwhiterainbowsoXo said...

Dani, I have known you for awhile now and had no idea you could write such beautiful poems. (The reason I found you was kaleb's blog for blogs worth mentioning) I had no idea this was your page till after I read the poem.

As I said, you write amazing poems and I am in awe of what you can do.